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'I'm so tired, it's the sky it often makes you feel tryed, it's a trick to make you see wide, it can all but break your heart...in pieces'
I will wake up later well soon,
your sitting there dumb founded stareing it is almost a glare though,sorta vicious, sorta bitter. I'm transfixed by you, you know this, you love this, you hate this. I have to pull my whole body around just to break the stare...


i dont have a shitting clue what i'm on about but i'm comeing up so alll is well, update, updating, updated!!!!
'appy :P
:D

WHY NOT?!?

and as i wait for the tiredness,time ticks slowly by, kick to-ck,tick,to-ck, and you could call it magic and you could call is shite you could fly it by and pass it out, hay was and tumble, spinning in spirals to the ground and WHAM there's the floor against your face but it feels like it should be great and you know that the dreams are unreal and that it is crazy and yet it is perfection at our finger tips.Can you feel it? can you see it? thought it is it real or make belief,can you tell. do you wanna know what i mean by this, sometimes i don't know myself and then its the best and the after effect it crazy and being here and going there and dancing with fairy-lights in your hair and the amount of time it takes TIME everything takes up time and losing yourself and being lost and feeling free and going in any direction and passing through and going over and making it up and chucking it out and taking it i, over your head and run away, to chase it with a butterfly net and catch the magic in your eyes,they shine and glisten and dance. and only i can see and can tell everything here is soft,are you really here and are you going anywhere,you need to understand to know I have still got a point even if it is blunt, it was once there and it will linger for ever or maybe for a kite, being lifted up and falling down , AND WERE BACK, your not yet or are you can you tell?.I've lost my voice & my throat is soar,i could sleep it of or run it away put it in a box and there it will stay. What is this all about where did it start where will it end, it is just and endless trail of people thriving for success trying to hard to do there best,there passing out from exhu8stion and falling as they try there killing over from failing like people swatting flies and not everything can change, do you feel the need to try, are you participating, i prefer the night sky You breatr5h in deeper really stop, take it back, there's a beauty in the silence, the emptiness at heart you snap back in to reality and drift away to fast, you hear things going backwards it is unreal,can you feel it everyone should take a really big bite out of everything there is everything you have and everyone you know,now hold it, swallow it let it slid past keep it close to your heart and have you tried to do it, to know that I'll be hard, i bet your just presuming, understanding is a complex thing, learning something new, slipping, sliding,sleeping, transfixiation, BANG, you've got something new, it is really to bad to be true, I don't think you have the right, WOW, to change the course of time.forever, yet never, opposites, shaking pain, glitter, dance, free, were gonna understand, understand, underrated,overexaggerate.Contempl ate it, conversation can go on forever and then were back to time,your writing,faster and thinking more dramatically, yet not at all, clear, clear as things you can see obviously, talkative,zooming, back to me, I need to know to go to show, you should like your friends they will be the ones left in the end, when it settles, it is so easy to leave behind,have you wasted time? it would be easy to ignore,no you cant not again,Waffle, help but no'one who knows i don't even think it goes and it will kick in like something that i can't think, it is to up in the air, a floating question mark right there, chewing your self out because digging isn't there, it is impossible to be scared, but no, a lie is told, and only you will know this, but will you bother to show it,who could take it away, who could bring it back? who could make sure it didn't ever leave and stayed,stayed in the same place, if you misplace information can you lose something that i mean, but if you don't know, then dance DANCE like a snow drop around the pressing issue that is the ground, and float,FLOAT up high as i know your safe in the sky, and keeping on and catching up and letting go of all your stuff, I expect you know what this means or maybe i don't and you don't either,then where are we left?!?

Meeting Point-Louis MacNeice

Time was away and somewhere else,
There were two glasses and two chairs
And two people with the one pulse
(Somebody stopped the moving stairs)
Time was away and somewhere else.

And they were neither up nor down;
The stream's music did not stop
Flowing through heather, limpid brown,
Although they sat in a coffee shop
And they were neither up nor down.

The bell was silent in the air
Holding its inverted poise -
Between the clang and clang a flower,
A brazen calyx of no noise:
The bell was silent in the air.

The camels crossed the miles of sand
That stretched around the cups and plates;
The desert was their own, they planned
To portion out the stars and dates:
The camels crossed the miles of sand.

Time was away and somewhere else.
The waiter did not come,the clock
Forgot them and the radio waltz
Came out like water from a rock:
Time was away and somewhere else.

Her fingers flicked away the ash
That bloomed again in tropic trees:
Not caring if the markets crash
When they had forests such as these,
Her fingers flicked away the ash.

God or whatever means the Good
Be praised that time can stop like this,
That what the heart has understood
Can verify in the body's peace
God or whatever means the Good.

Time was away and she was here
And life no longer what it was,
The bell was silent in the air
And all the room one glow because
Time was away and she was here.