Up in Arms

the rain is here
and you my dear
are still my friend
it's true the two of us
are back as one again
I was the one who left you
always coming back
I cannot forget you girl
now I am up in arms again

together now I don't know how this love could end
my lonely heart
it falls apart for you to mend

Time To Pretend

I'm Feelin rough I'm Feelin raw
I'm in the prime of my life.

Let's make some music make some money
find some models for wives.

I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin
and fuck with the stars.
You man the island and the cocaine
and the elegant cars.

This is our decision to live fast and die young.
We've got the vision, now let's have some fun.

Yeah it's overwhelming, but what else can we do?
Get jobs in offices and wake up
for the morning commute?

Forget about our mothers and our friends.
We're fated to pretend.
To pretend
We're fated to pretend.
To pretend

I'll miss the playgrounds and the animals
and digging up worms.
I'll miss the comfort of my mother
and the weight of the world.

I'll miss my brother miss my father,
miss my dog and my home.
Yeah I'll miss the boredom and the freedom
and the time spent alone.

But there is really nothing, nothing we can do.
Love must be forgotten.
Life can always start up anew.

The models will have children, we'll get a divorce,
we'll find some more models,
Everything must run its course.

We'll choke on our vomit
and that will be the end.
We were fated to pretend.
To pretend
We're fated to pretend
To pretend
I said Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah

Bye

Goodbye guys.
I'll miss you.
I'm gonna miss my room, and everyone.
Ohhh :(
I love you all,

This Week

Has been really stressful.
And I'm tired and panicky, and its all just a bit bad right now.
I'm scared and upset.

Doll;

You know in all of the times that we've shared
I've never been so scared
Doll me up in my bad luck
I'll meet you there

I wish i never had taken this dare
I wasn't quite prepared
Doll me up in my bad luck
I'll meet you there

Nobody's Hero, Nobody's star

It Overtakes Me

And I'm there, looking up at the sky
And I'm scared, thinkin' 'bout the way that I
Don't understand anything at all...
And how it overtakes me... and I am just so small...
Do I stand a chance?

I'M SO HAPPPY

That I'm not fat
and I have friends
and my friends like me
because I'm not twisted and fucked up so I haven't lost them all
and I dont need to lie about my boyfriend beating and raping me.
and I dont need to make up stories about people who i used to be close too
I'm so happy I'm not on anti depressants
I'm so happy I'm going to uni and not re doing my first year of college 3 years in a row.
I'm so happy I'm not a pathetic bitch
I'm so happy that others pain doesn't make me feel better
I'm so happy I'm not a slag
I'm so happy I'm not you!