I used to have such balance

I liked the person I was before the peron i am now...I miss that. I miss that alot...

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Saturday, 3 July 2010
I'm Just Here
I'm lying here in my bed as it gets light and i can here the birds sing and Baz snore and im on MSN just talking shit to people and somehow it reminds me of last year, last summer, last holiday, im not sure why or how but it just feels the same, but different, but better. i cant really explain or describe it.
Just trust me on this, It has that vibe..

only im not on msn,and it doesnt feel like last summer. it doesnt feel better. much worse. it doesnt have a vibe. i did get da jav vue though of mine doors stackedontop of each other wi=hich were red green blue/white. that was the image that went with it. i know. thats weird.

10 things just like before

1)I've finished college
2)I used to write more
3)I'm sad
4)Baz doesnt love me
5)Im scared
6)Im going to uni
7)I can't sleep
8) i dont think ii can do this
9)i really miss Jess but belive shes better without me
10)i think i've gone slightly numb