I feel really sad and stupid. probably because I am.

IM LISTENING TO THE KING BLUES

they are so good,

this may be a turning point but it may be a fluke

I, right now, feel like i really actually care about photography. not my work. just photography in general. which i kinda did before, but i feel more like i try and stuff in my own time.
But, this may pass and i'll go back to dossing :P

RAW

I took my camera of RAW and didnt put it back on and now I am annoyed. pft. i suck at this.

Lie

I was lying to myself when thought I'd be any good at this uni stuff

Why didnt i do art or science or something

Ok art would have been just as much work and i wasnt good enough at science to do it. I should have done psychology everyone does that! why on earth did i do photography! wtf was i thinking?
I'm lazy
I hate people
I'm unorganized
WTF was I thinking
im going to read my course book 'the photography as contemporary art' and fail some more.

Postcards from Catalunya - Get Cape Wear Cape Fly

We talked for hours
And nothing made much sense
I'm sick and tired
Of sitting on the fence

Cos I've been sitting here for hours
And I thought I found the answers to
The questions I was asking
Now I'm not sure what they were
Amongst the postcards of Catalunya
And the late night conversations, I
I can't find the hows or whys...

We talk in circles
We move in narrow lines
I miss the grey patch
Between the black and white

And I've been sitting here for hours
And I thought I found the answers to
The questions I was asking
Now I'm not sure what they were
Amongst the postcards of Catalunya
And the late night conversations, I
I can't find the hows or whys...

I miss the silence
Of sitting here alone
I think I love you
But I'm better on my own

Cos I've been sitting here for hours
And I thought I found the answers to
The questions I was asking
Now I'm not sure what they were
Amongst the postcards of Catalunya
And the late night conversations, I
I can't find the hows or whys...
I can't find the hows or whys...
I can't find the hows or whys...
I can't find the hows or whys...

the last 2 nights me and Shiv stayed out till 8am getting fucked, (Y) good times

Sleep

I've been trying to sleep 8 hours a night, but I'm up at 4 doing stop motion.

The King Blues

have split up. I am upset, like really quite upset.

Hair

I need to stop pulling my hair out.And dye it,
its starting to make me depress with how bad it looks.

My teeth are mended

be proud

mate, like, sick, boom, wa'gwan, shit the bed,

least i dont say bear.
perks of living with Alex, you talk like a spack.

No one ever blogs on here cause tumblr is like waaaaay cooler.

my back hurts for no real reason and my stop animation is going down hill, just like at college...