Thursday, 17 December 2009
When I Get Back From Hell Again
When I get back from hell again
I'm gonna be so elegant
The relevance of my benevolence is evident
I'm sentimental
Oh no I mean I'm said to be mental
When I don't get what I want
I find it's hard just to be gentle
Gentle? The rental of some self control
When you lose your mind
Is when you start to find your soul unfold
This morning when I woke up
All the thoughts that I had just broke up
Broken fragments of my dreams left me choked up
Distant memories I'd repressed all spoke
Ooooh Fuuck
This was something that I wasn't expecting
My dreams solidifies and started asking me questions
And the deeper I looked into their hate-filled eyes
I realised they were you, only in disguise
So I jumped to my feet
How the f**k did I become so weak?
Too soon did I admit defeat
I grabbed a pen and start writing to the beat
And I wrote:
When I get back from hell again
I'm gonna be so elegant
The relevance of my benevolence is everything
As time went by
I realised you can't just drop out
But I'm telling you man
It's hard to block out
The sound that rebounds and resounds
And resounds again
Off the walls of my mind
'cause I miss my� friend
But now I'm on a mission to mend
Everything that broke and make it glisten again
Strip down redesign construct and improve
While the rest procrastinate I'll be making my move
I hope in years to come I've elevated
But chances are I'll be inebriated
But that's cool
As long as my mind ain't sedated
And the things that I've learned
Haven't been erased and wasted
When you forget about the hand your dealt
All that really matters is the things you've felt
So f**k it, bring on the good and bad times
If rapping don't work I'll start a band of mimes
When you forget about the hand you're dealt
All that really matters is the things you've felt
So f**k it, bring on the good and bad times
If rapping don't work I'll start a band of mimes
When I get back from hell again
I'm gonna be so elegant
The relevance of my benevolence is evident
My Friends :)
<3
Friday, 4 December 2009
Dreams
Thursday, 3 December 2009
Photography
i get this feeling that prehaps i'm not ment to be listening to music and reading MLIA and blogging...but like thats what happens when you dont have to do shit boring work, you do shit boring nothing instead. (Y)
I'm So Tired But I Can't Sleep
Friday, 27 November 2009
Thursday, 26 November 2009
My alarm clock is my CD player
Today i woke up to Jack Johnson :) it was well nice, he is so peacfull and carm, :D i just lay there think about how snuggly my bed was how much i wanted coffee and how i would get up in a miniute :)
BUT...
i had to walk to collage all by my self today :( BUT!!! I only took my 55 minuits :O be impressed! Now my feet and ancles are blistersed and my shoes are wet and i wanna go home and get some sleep.
Friday, 20 November 2009
Tiger Love
Saturday, 14 November 2009
Friday, 6 November 2009
Thursday, 29 October 2009
I'm So Tired
- went to bed at 3
- got up a 9
- went to town
- wasted alll energy
- neeeds her bed
- and her jess
- misses her friends being together
- hopes Baz get better
- Katie is having a party on saturday
- WILL BE GOOOD :D
- needs sleep for now
- misses Jess blogging (Alex's blogs arn't as gooood but SHHHHHSSSSS! dont tellll him that:P)
- ohhh also FECK OFFF WITH YOUR SUPER QUICK DOWNLOADS :( *is unimpressed* are they sexual chocolate Alex, Are They?!?!?!
- Loser Kids
- <3
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
YOU HAVE TO DO IT :P
- Today, I had an argument with my wife. I told her to get back in the kitchen. How does she respond? By doing what I told her to do, and returning to hit me with a frying pan. FML
- Today, my mom called the cable company because her remote control wasn't working. The operator replied,"How far away is your tv?" My mom said about 3 feet. He then told her to get up and change the channel. I have a new hero.MLIA
Sunday, 18 October 2009
Friday, 16 October 2009
Super Excted
happy you dick'ead!
not true!!!! Alex is goood :) but i DO NOT NEEED HIM
*that bit is true the rest is a lie :P
I Though of something to blog
I welll have nothing to do :/ ohhhhh dear.............
Tuesday, 13 October 2009
I Wish I Wish I Was A Fish*
I'm gonna live fast and I'm gonna die old!
Thursday, 8 October 2009
i think maybe :)
i miss everyone being together..........on drugs
and in general (y) :D
ohhhh, and it will probs only be lesson i have a sub :S and after i've done ll my work :O are you shocked :O i am :D oh em gee boobies I might bother (Y) for the shitz and giggles :)
anyho how be you??????
meh i feel happy :) this is a really gooood thing, I'm gonna enjoy it while it lasts (:
<3
Monday, 5 October 2009
bloggggg
- is in lesson,
- should be researching some bullshit abstract expresionalist artist
- instead is blogging and stufffs
- is ill :/
- has fecked up work & now will have to take it home to work on it :o
- blergh to collage
- it is also getting dark when i get up :/ this is gonna suck :/
- i haven't been drunk with Alex in a looonnnnngggggg time :O boobies :O
- wants summer & good times back
- or the winter and good drugs again that will do me ;)
- Loves
Friday, 25 September 2009
Tuesday, 22 September 2009
Friday, 18 September 2009
Get Cape Wear Cape Fly
we make lists, we make plans
to write books, to form bands
or to move to kreuzburg
and escape into the night
so pack your bags and lets take control
you and me lets go
the next time that you're lonely,
or the next time that you're free.
so why?
so why?
so why?
if we can make the plans can we just not find the time?
don't get me wrong i know it's hard
and the good things never last.
and yet theres no point in waiting for a miriacle to save your life.
you took the time to find what's real,
and amongst the baggage that you feel
is holding you back, the demons cast aside.
so why?
so why?
so why?
if we can make the plans can we just not find the time?
safe way is not
the safe way is not
the way to live your life
your light is beautiful don't let the daydreams die
don't let the daydreams die
so why?
so why?
so why?
if we can make the plans can we just not find the time?
so why?
so why?
Saturday, 12 September 2009
OH EM WOW bad luck recently
efffing PISSTAKE
Saturday, 5 September 2009
Well I Guess This Is It
Thursday, 27 August 2009
TAKE PILLS
Second:My hands feel weird
Third:Robyn just txt her nan (at 4 in the morning) "Molly get your head away from my dick i'm not Brad Pitt"-Isaac :P
Fouth:PILLS PILLS PILLS
Filth:Interweb is funny :D
Sixth: Merly thought Robyn noes was a violin
Seventh:BLOG!!!
Eight:I dont remember typing the rest...:/
Ninth:"Ohh Baz is great, dont go of baz, ohh Baz is looking at me"-Isaac about my desktop backround of Baz!!!! *shakes Head*
Tenth:"Dont go in in the morning, they will know your pupils are wrong they work with eyes"-robyn about job
Eleventh: "This Shit Is Gripping2-Isaac
Twelth: merlin your punching your self in the head go shower
thirtenth: " Lets get stoned and snort cock of the table, no coke, coke, not cock"-Me talking about collage
Fourteenth: All i can thin about is pedophiles, I dont like pedophiles"-Merlin (dunno why)
fithteenth: I have four stomachs cause i'm a cow-Merlin
Sixtheenth: I'll dig a hole in the back of your scaple and piss in your brain-Merlin to Isaac ;)
Seventeenth: You wanna hug, oh crap i'm gonna vomit-Merly about being huged
Eighteenth:I don't eat as much pubic hair as i used too-merlin
Nineteenth: Drugs: They solve things
Twentith: My hands are shaking i'm trying so hard,
Tuesday, 25 August 2009
I Know How You Feel :/
Is Blogging :O
Saturday, 15 August 2009
Friday, 14 August 2009
I Was In A Weird Mood When I Wrote This
not that i care! i'm in one of those " i dont care" sorta moods ohwell whatever nevermind the bollocks here's the sex pistols johnny rotten is a corporation t-shirt stuid bloody tuesday man you've been a naughty boy you let your face grow long,
do you know what isn't cute?
JIZZ &MURDER,
Mo you are SOOO wronge!
anyho: summer!!!!
yep this is our summer and how we choose to spend it is none of your fucking buisness so go fuck a duck in your spare time in stead of complaining about the way we behave, Also who the fuck that is aimed at i dont bloody know cause no one has said anything about the way we act except us, so maybe i am yelling at myself, in silence, through my laptop screen... *sighs*
i've been drawing alot cause i have been playing the sims 3 alot and i get bored waiting for them to do stuff so i draw and have played Alot of music (Y)
Flogging Molly may be my fav band, witch is funny cause once i said i would tell people they were cause no'one knew who they were, but like seriously they're irish punk FUCKING WIN!!!!!
Happy birthday Kie Pie i LOVE you,i've known you sincce you were 6 :O Boobies! *pose* I was gonna watch "the science of sleep" witch you love, i think, but i cant be asked sorry :(
I can't be asked to type what 'm thinnking witch is probably goood cause it is all crap :S
I have a white t-shirt soooo i'm gonna draw all over it, cause that is what i do...
"vandilisum:beautifull as a rock in a cops face"
"well I feel in to prison about a quarter to 3, where i found in my cell a glass waiting for me,so i filled what was empty,and i pulled up a stool, but he stood in the corner the old devil wouldn't move, he said"you drink when you're lonley" "No I drink when i want" he said "you'll never be sober" "why would i want that" I only drink to be merry but unfortunatly, i'm in the wrong prison cell and the wrong company."
Saturday, 8 August 2009
I'm Alright
Lets name Photos After Stereophonics Lyrics Because I Can...Who Cares
Thursday, 6 August 2009
Mornings At My Window And She's Sending Me To Bed Again
do you know why i know this feeling so much ATM
NO it isn't the drink and drugs...for once!!!!
it is the fecking Sims 3
Saturday, 1 August 2009
I Get All The Girls...except Lezly
* i cant be with you charlie i like muff
*fuck you i'm wearing cloths you naked pervert woman
Mo [ You r ex per t do ubl e X's ] says:
*...I think you've got the wrong conversation there..
(*)Girl says:
*It was a sex change with a pen
**painful**
Mo [ You r ex per t do ubl e X's ] says:
*WTF?
(*)Girl says:
*lezzly was called mansy
*but she now likes minge
Mo [ You r ex per t do ubl e X's ] says:
*Right.
(*)Girl says:
*lezly i love you to but i'm still a man
*do you have hard nipples....i like them
Mo [ You r ex per t do ubl e X's ] says:
*I'm gonna block you
(*)Girl says:
*i get all the girls i get all the girls i get all the girls EXCEPT LEZZLY ;)
Hi
I'm the best person in the world,
Have you met me?
What do you MEAN no??!?!!!
You poor cunt. :(
Well, I'm gonna go be amazing somewhere now.
Yeah :D
xxx
Thursday, 30 July 2009
Late Of The Pier are a bit Fucking Brilliant!!!!
Wednesday, 29 July 2009
Deaths not funny XD but FML is :)
Today, I went to a funeral for my coworker's father. While there, my dad's cell phone rang and he left to answer it. I turned to my brother and said, "I can't believe he brought his cell phone!" He whispered, "I can't believe he's got coverage. This is a dead zone!" I laughed loudly. At a funeral. FML
Monday, 27 July 2009
Friday, 24 July 2009
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
I Miss You
Saturday, 18 July 2009
I Dont Know What To Say
hahaha RHYMED
- my life is great so i can't blog complain
- my friends are great so i can't complain
- my blogs are shite but why complain
- I'm so happy for you i'd never complain
- i LOVE you
- complain complain complain
- sue me :P
i'm Happy and I like you
<3
Monday, 13 July 2009
Like...Erm...Yeah
:L
Ain't it funny how this blog starts " I like lack of words" and yet is quite long,well actually it isn't but you know :)
I Like You (:
Monday, 6 July 2009
Thursday, 2 July 2009
Velvet Goldmine
Thursday, 25 June 2009
Now You're Gonna Have To Get Used To It
Bob Dylan Is playing...can you tell?:P
I said to BadNicknameFruityDickFace i would blog...but i have nothing to say.
I Have It Sorted, Like Really Really very Good (:
My friends are very special, in general, and to me.
They make me sooo happy, and then they do my head in...then they make me happy again :) So really,no doubt (is spelt funny) about it, it is a Win!!!
And the two Best people in the world, who dont even know they are,witch is one of the millions of reason they are, love me :D.You know when you just feel really lucky and special and happy to have something/someone so great? It is Just Like That! All the time,whenever i'mma with them :)
so fuck phone, mp3,i-pods,computers,washingmachins,cars,compact disk players :P
i'm not a technoligy sorta person i just fuck it up, I dont care if i dont have a phone, other people do!
"I dont want money i want a thing called happiness"
and i'm more happy then i am rich..By like everything, cause i'm not rich at all!
and at the moment (well at the moment i miss them) i'm very very Happy :D
When i say it will be OK, I mean it!
Just Smile (:
xXx <3 xXx
Subterranean Homsick Blues-Bob Dylan
Mixing up the medicine
Im on the pavement
Thinking about the government
The man in the trench coat
Badge out, laid off
Says hes got a bad cough
Wants to get it paid off
Look out kid
Its somethin you did
God knows when
But youre doin it again
You better duck down the alley way
Lookin for a new friend
The man in the coon-skin cap
In the big pen
Wants eleven dollar bills
You only got ten
Maggie comes fleet foot
Face full of black soot
Talkin that the heat put
Plants in the bed but
The phones tapped anyway
Maggie says that many say
They must bust in early may
Orders from the d. a.
Look out kid
Dont matter what you did
Walk on your tip toes
Dont try no doz
Better stay away from those
That carry around a fire hose
Keep a clean nose
Watch the plain clothes
You dont need a weather man
To know which way the wind blows
Get sick, get well
Hang around a ink well
Ring bell, hard to tell
If anything is goin to sell
Try hard, get barred
Get back, write braille
Get jailed, jump bail
Join the army, if you fail
Look out kid
Youre gonna get hit
But losers, cheaters
Six-time users
Hang around the theaters
Girl by the whirlpool
Lookin for a new fool
Dont follow leaders
Watch the parkin meters
Ah get born, keep warm
Short pants, romance, learn to dance
Get dressed, get blessed
Try to be a success
Please her, please him, buy gifts
Dont steal, dont lift
Twenty years of schoolin
And they put you on the day shift
Look out kid
They keep it all hid
Better jump down a manhole
Light yourself a candle
Dont wear sandals
Try to avoid the scandals
Dont wanna be a bum
You better chew gum
The pump dont work
Cause the vandals took the handles.
WTF?!?
I Know It Is Good But I Ain't Got No Clue What He Is On About :)
Sunday, 21 June 2009
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
Puppy Love & Orky Pork
Ok, Right So
Puppy Love, he is my wuppy wog :)
He is a big puppy of love, he is three years old and his favourite hobbies are munting my friends face's and bollocks :) cause he is wonderfull
like that, he doesn't mean to hurt them...he just wants attention and it is hard not to pay attention to someone whos paw is on your balls and nose is in your eye, RIGHT?
Ok, so he hates baths he is all like WTF this isn't fun :O and normall he is all fluffy but when he gets his fur wet he goes all skinny and look so sad :( then he shakes his fur and everyone around is all soaked :)
ok so :)
I Love him Loads
AND
I have a Witty :)
He is 8 years old, i have had him since i was in year 3 and he hates everyone, and is never home apart from to be fed and sometimes sleep he does not like puppy love, the way he see it Sirguy has stolen his home :s but we still love him super loads even if he is a mean cat ^^
Also he hates to be seen outside with us he will walk behind us to the house cause he is just too cool :P and he always get in fight but it is ok cause he has supper fire powers so he can beat all the other cats up!
And I Love Him Loads Too
(:
Monday, 8 June 2009
Friday, 5 June 2009
Tuesday, 19 May 2009
What Were They Like?
use lanterns of stone?
Did they hold ceremonies
to reverence the opening of buds?
Were they inclined to quiet laughter?
Did they use bone and ivory,
jade and silver, for ornament?
Had they an epic poem?
Did they distinguish between speech and singing?
Sir, their light hearts turned to stone.
It is not remembered whether in gardens
stone gardens illumined pleasant ways.
Perhaps they gathered once to delight in blossom,
but after their children were killed
there were no more buds.
Sir, laughter is bitter to the burned mouth.
A dream ago, perhaps. Ornament is for joy.
All the bones were charred.
it is not remembered. Remember,
most were peasants; their life
was in rice and bamboo.
When peaceful clouds were reflected in the paddies
and the water buffalo stepped surely along terraces,
maybe fathers told their sons old tales.
When bombs smashed those mirrors
there was time only to scream.
There is an echo yet
of their speech which was like a song.
It was reported their singing resembled
the flight of moths in moonlight.
Who can say? It is silent now.




























