Thibgs just keep on changing

"and my wisdom teeth have been giving me grief, they woke me up to find I'm exactly the kind of guy I said i'd rather be dead than to be in the days before I got laid, suddenly its as clear as clear can be, I'm not quite the perfect man I thought I'd be" My wisdom teeth are coming through and that's woke me up combine with the fact that I'm feeling pretty ill. I'm awake at 5 and Lum's alarm will go off in 8min and he is sound asleep. He is absolutely wonderfull, he does my head in but only in the way they (all my friends) do. He treats me so well, I adore him. It's 5:25 and the sunrise is pretty, yesterday I left my first job. I Feel like I could maybe sleep again, I should try.